Last week was SO exciting for my sissy Tara! It was the release of the 1st part of her Public Confession. Prior to posting part 1, Tara and I spent some time on the phone together getting her prepped and ready for the big ‘reveal’. I can’t tell you how exciting it was to hear Tara exclaim ‘Expose Me! Publish It!’ as I clicked my mouse and shared her confession (and panty picture!) to all of my blog subscribers and my Twitter followers! It was a very exciting day. As promised, today we are sharing Part 2; along with another fem photo. This photo is so gorgeous! I would love to hear your comments, see your re-tweets and see you favorite this post.
In case you missed it……Part 1 is HERE.
I Love Being Seen In Fem (Part 2 of 3)
A few nights later, another trip, to a different department store ensued! And, it became an every week thing, I was buying something feminine constantly! Soon, I had acquired many different styles of panties, and started to find myself wearing different styles depending on my mood! Then, I started to realize that some fabrics would make me more excited than others, while some different fabrics would make me feel softer and more comfortable and relaxed! Realizing panties were much more comfortable, than male briefs with the heavy seams in the fly, my supply of briefs in my dresser got thinner and thinner! It no longer bothered me, to throw away, under ware with small holes in them! And with my panties, it wasn’t a bad thing either, because I was constantly acquiring more!
Packages From The Ladies Apparel Companies!
It became apparent to me, that I needed a place of my own, with no roommate. But, once I had my own place, I came to another conclusion, wow was this a mistake! Upon visiting a friend, and seeing his wife’s, One Hanes Place catalog on the counter, I wanted my own catalog! When he left the room, I wrote down the phone number! A few days later, I called and requested a catalog! The day it showed up, I placed my order! It was kind of embarrassing but the lady was very helpful, and she giggled at me when I asked if I could order some panties! She said she’d be glad to take my order! Several days later, there was a catalog from Newport News in my PO Box! That night an order from them followed! Same thing the next couple of days, as catalogs and orders from Learner, Lane Bryant, etc…… followed! After four or five days of ordering, notes from the Post Master, saying I had to come in during business hour to pick up a package, started showing up! The first couple of times the ladies at the Post Office, had a hard time, finding my packages! They seemed to keep looking past the packages from the ladies apparel companies! After, they found my packages, they always handed them to me with a smirk on their faces! I was so busted, but hooked on the experience, and these ladies at the Post Office in the town, I lived in, knew my secret! To make it worse, the more catalogs I got, the more orders, I placed! And the more orders I placed, the more catalogs, the companies would send! Many of the items I’d ordered either, didn’t fit or look as nice once I got them, as they did in the catalog and it seemed like a waste of money! I soon tired of this!
The Desire To Acquire Feminine Clothing Came Back Again
When the desire to acquire feminine clothing came back again, I made a resolution, not to repeat my previous mistakes! From this time on, I would exclusively shop in stores, where I could try things on before my purchase! Now, I will admit, I have had to deviate slightly as some things are almost impossible to find in a store! However this new rule of mine, has made for some interesting experiences, as I’ve grown to like wearing my purchases out of the store! I’ve gotten some sweet Your So Naughty Smiles, and had some girls look down their noses at me, while others may laugh and or giggle at me, sometimes even in my face!
It Was Obvious That I Was Shopping For Myself!
When, I realized, it was obvious to the sales girls, that I was shopping for myself, things changed again! I began to enjoy, the chit chat with some of the sales girls! With some girls, I seemed so accepted, sometimes even embraced, and started to purchase more than just panties! I became extremely honest with them, answering any questions they had, no matter how embarrassing! I began to enjoy being exposed, to these women, although, at the time, I didn’t realize what it was that I found so exciting! All I understood, at the time, was I felt good around women, that knew my secret!I began, to want female shoppers, in the malls and/or stores, to take notice, that I was a panty wearing sissy! I started to wear tighter and tighter jeans, hoping to be spotted and hear some giggles! Not getting noticed, I started purchasing women’s jeans! Sometimes opting for pink or white jeans or shorts! I started getting strange looks, and knew, I was onto something exciting! But, I wasn’t sure, if I wanted to be so obvious, that guys could tell my secret! My thing at the time, was to be noticed by women!
You’re Such a Faggot
Eventually, all this lead to buying women’s slacks! The feelings of vulnerability, were becoming extremely exciting to me! I started to get a better sense of women’s subtle reactions, even if they tried to cover them up, positive or negative, sometimes I could make them out! I remember, a cute young mother and the grin on her face, when she noticed me walking through the mall in my women’s shoes! I should have went back and thanked her! Another couple of girls, were walking in the mall, and about ran over me, because they had their heads down and weren’t watching where they were going! But after dodging me, I saw one girl grab the others arm and practically rip it off, just to point out my shoes! It was more than obvious, they were making fun of me! That experience, felt much more humiliating, than I was prepared for at that time!The Your So Naughty Smile, I got from the young mother, and the humiliating You’re Such a Faggot Gawking, I got from the other two, both excited me, but in different ways!
Stay tuned in one week for Part 3 of Tara’s Public Confession!